I just sit down and lift my gaze up to the wall which is covered with moments and memories captured in pictures. I see you, I see myself, I see everyone I care about the most. I see the laughter, the tears, the love, the contradictions, I see life itself. And I turn my eyes out the window and suddenly see all the places we have ever walked, ever been to.
It's hard knowing that you are far away, living and existing, all the time going on, and I'm here without you. It's difficult knowing that when I'm here, you're there and when I'm there you're here. Only the awareness of the day that we shall see each other again is bringing me up every day. Only the knowledge that I have people who I can trust and who will always be there for me is keeping me up every day. And only the fact that I can experience love, care and trust is keeping me going every day.
Everyone has this. Everyone has someone they miss so much it hurts. And it really does hurt. But I keep going on, no matter how much I feel like I can't take another day without you. I keep thinking about the moments we have had, the moments we will have. It makes me smile and I hope someone thinks about the same moments. I keep thinking about your smile, keep thinking about every moment we have ever smiled together, and that makes me smile too. Maybe I shall cry, sometimes 'cause I really do miss you so much, but sometimes simply because I am so happy someone like you got on my path in this life I live in and I say : It's never wrong to cry, just because you're so happy:)
For those who I miss the most♥
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